Ok well I am gonna delet this thing pretty soon because I am tired of getting e-mails from it so ya! this is prolly the last blog entry I will ever make but check out my myspace www.myspace.com/melow09

luv ya all!

*muah*

Melissa

Happy May Day!

Ok well I am really kinda sad because High School soccer is officially over after this week of practice and our last game is on Wednesday, so I think that you all should come to it & cheer me on*HOPE WE WIN!*

"The more you know, the more it bothers you."

<3 ya all

Melissa

Hmm.... well I am really not on this thing any more I love myspace now so sry!! come and give me a comment over there my site is http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=52999728 so just add me as a friend!

If you dont care this is why I wrote this: for you so read it

Latley My life has been wonderful! There are always going to be those poeple that become obsticals and road blocks in your path, they'll be lying on the ground grovling over what thev'e done in their past you may try and stop to help them but it is up  to only them to pick them selves up and keep walking on that path as you do, You should always try and be kind and caring for others. try and do what is the best for them even if that means to stop talking to them, even thoe it is hard. Eventually they will find their way back to that road, and every thing is as it should be. But I cant help but think that they might not ever find their way back, So I care and I try and talk to them... they never talk back but maybe they'll get it.... I care for them and that is not a bad thing to do, they end up tourchering me by trying to pull away. Do they not remember the great friend ship we had? We used to be so open to eachother, but now it is none of my buissness & we often end up getting into pointless fights. I just want them to know that I am not trying to make their lives harder. & that the last memory of me to you wont be a bad or regretable one. I wish he could just let me know that he doesn't hate me.

I try and put that all behind me like you have obviously already done, so that I can continue to walk down that path un burden of my past decisions that hurt you. But now I am sitting on the side not walking forward as you do now. you dont even stop to acknoledge that I am sitting here, now obviously a obsticle in your path but as you stare and decide wiether to help and make me an intentional obstical,  or just to walk around and forget. You choose to forget that I need your help. and ignor me to keep on walking prolly never too look back, but if you want to look back down that road I'll be looking for that friend ship once again.

April 16, 2006

hmmm well I am really not even shur why I get on this xanga any more because no one else really does. but ok it has been a while sence I have updated.

Yesterday we had a car wash, it was really fun! thx's to every one who actuall came and let us wash your car. I got hella sunburnt but it was sooo worth it!

Today is Easter! So...... HaPPy EaStER!

Love you lots

Melissa

April 10, 2006

The school year started out like any other
Every other girl is a teenage mother
Up and down the halls we go
The school lunches we want to throw
Our football team won one game
Though by default its all the same
Sitting in class- hey, whats that smell?
Its another gas leak, oh what the hell?!
Water is banned from every class
Because of vodka in some kids glass
Under the stairs, while walking by
Some random kid falls from the sky
Its a bomb threat, lock us in!
Now were live on Channel 10
Security guards on the scene
Love little girls who are sixteen
Derby High School is full of drama
We wish you would just save it for yo mama!

All that and much more describes my high school just perfectly! I though that this was awsome, who ever wrote it should win an award or somthing lol! If you thought it was cute to leave a comment!

I love you guys

 Melissa <3